Entry Three

Okay, I actually returned to this thingamajig. I think I might make a Youtube video about bucket lists, and I will probably share my own. So it is 434 am and I am wide awake. Why, you ask? Well, I managed to mess my entire sleep schedule up because I slept about 22 hours, almost consecutively. There was a break in there where I awakened, responded to some Youtube mail, and then fell back asleep. I honestly don't know what the hell is wrong with me. A long time ago I had mono, and I know it's possible to have a resurgence since it lies dormant within the body, so maybe that's it? My friend Joe is oddly experiencing the same thing, and my boyfriend said that it is probably because of allergies and/or stress. I also haven't eaten anything, save a brownie. I drank a Strawberry Banana Naked Juice so that I am at least getting vitamins, and that helped to wake me up. I had a conversation with Joe on Skype, which was really nice because I haven't chilled with him in a really long while even though he goes to the same college as me. It's nice to see an old friend's face. (Well we don't go THAT far back, lol). Andy was over yesterday and we were on the radio for our last show until September. Our time slot is 3-6 am Fridays (well, it WAS), but Angelo who is in charge of that stuff said he will try and get us a better time, which would be so amazing. I returned from the show in a daze of sorts, and made the following video blog:





In it, I talk about wanting to come off medication and such. I can't believe I have over a thousand subscribers (that's just wild to me). Some people have already told me I've made an impact in their lives. That just makes me feel so good, and I got so many emails yesterday after I posted that video reassuring me and people sharing their own experiences with medication and stuff. That means so much, because right now the video only has a little over a hundred views, but of those few, so many people care enough to message me (I disabled comments out of embarrassment) and express concern or love. 


I also got accepted as a WRITER (nonpaid of course) for this indie rock blog. It hasn't launched yet, but let me just say I am SO excited that I have this opportunity. That means that I will really have to make a commitment to write quality blog posts, but I am SO willing. Even though my radio show is on a hiatus, I still have things to look forward to (vlogging and blogging, and once finals are over, practicing guitar!)


I am in such a better mind frame than I was before. 


Life is always beautiful, sometimes I just can't see it as such. 

That's a picture my boyfriend took of me when I was annoyed. I look blissful, though!